nightmares! eek!

ha, why the fuck not.. this is funny.
so..

eek..

so i couldn't stay asleep. i kept having these horrible nightmares. i decided that i was going to try and keep falling asleep until the morning.. well around 5 am i couldn't sleep anymore.. so i made some coffee and toast then had my morning cigarette. it was good. =]
so i found out that i'm not going to see Paul until friday because he has jury duty and work. ha! but on the upside when i do get to see him we are going on a double date with his sister and her fiance. i absolutely love his sister. she is the cutest thing ever. me and her get along so good. i'm super excited. i got to meet some of his family on new years and oh my goodness. they are amazing! i had so much fun, they really accepted me. they even said i was like 10 times prettier than his last girlfriend and alot nicer.. ha. ohh yeahh! well i think this is going to be it.. it's getting light outside and i need a cigarette..

maybe i should quit..

nah.