Something New In My Life

So, the other day I got a message over facebook from Marilu. We messaged back and forth for a while and then we decided to meet up and catch up. About a year ago something happened between us where she had pushed me out of her life. For a year or more. She was my bestfriend. Like my sister. My other half. I took it really hard when she left. I depended on her. She was a strong person. I told her my secrets and my problems. She was that one person who was always there for me and vice versa. But anyways we hung out the other day. She came over to my house and we just talked for a while and caught up with eachother. Then we went to walmart to grab a few things and then we went to taco bueno to grab a bite to eat.. Then we came back to my house and talked some more. She asked about what had been going on.. I told her. I think alot of what I said shocked her a bit.
*the next day..
We went to Ihop. I got coffee she got hot chocolate. **hot chocolate mixed with coffee is amazing** and after talking for awhile we met up with Benjammen and Micah. We all used to work together at Touchmark. We went to game stop so Micah could but this game he wanted. Benjammen works there so he got a discount. Ha. Then we hit up Starbucks and Marilu's fiance Justin joined us. We all just talked together and caught up. I hadn't seen Micah or Ben in about 8 months. Marilu had already told me but she had dropped the bomb in Micah and Ben about her being pregnant. So she's excited and I'm the aunt!
After that we went to my friend Breann's 19th birthday party. Had a bit of tequila said my happy birthday's and hello's smoked a cigarette and left. Word got around that there were cops around. Edmond cops WTF. Anyways, on the way home I had to make sure that she wouldn't do the same thing to me. I asked her if she was just saying hi or if she had planned to stay in my life for good' I trust her. I have to. She's so.. I can't explain it. She's my other half. I want to trust her but I just have to make sure that she doesn't do it again. I took it so bad the first time. Real bad. I can't handle that a second time. I just couldn't.
December 11-12 2008